Bluddy hell! What made it stop??!! How much of that resignation is lovely shiny meds? Then again, rather resignation than a panic attack - that wouldn't be helpful.

I got scared last night and had to take myself off to A&E... was cleaning up the kitchen and I lost all the colour in my left hand and it went numb on me. Totally freaked me out. By the time I was seen though, only a slight numbness remained, so was sent home again.

Been for blood samples today though.